Journey into Darkness 6/7

I was slow to start again today, but I think I was really uninterested in going to work. I am trying to have a positive outlook on work, but I am uninspired, and uninterested so I am not sure what to do with myself. I had crazy dreams last night. I dreamt about a old friend of mine over and over. Today, I kept thinking I saw her, even though she doesn’t live in my city. It’s bothered me a bit. I feel pretty level tonight and I am really happy that I am feeling creative. I hope that I can take a step and move forward.

Bipolar

Sleep slips past, yet again

Normal for me, not for them

Voices rage,  “CREATE AT NIGHT”

All my life, a restless plight

Picasso, Van Gogh, master Dali

Collectively crazy, for sure, not me

Hide, the voices, shhhh…. inside

God is speaking, screams my pride

Doctors appt, chat about that

Instead mentioned, I might be CRACKED

Joked for years, all greats are looped

Circumstantially, now so grouped

Bipolar, she said, heart diving deep

Not the monster, consuming sleep

I know this wretched one too well

Consumed others, strong, and fell

Crazy? NO! it’s you not me

Cerebrally convulsing, dimensionally