Letter to the Lord

Amen, I say, whispered tonight

I falter daily, losing Gods fight

Long for kindness, to give, to share

Fail you again, gritty, unfair

Heart, stay pure, be yours, be true

Escape all darkness, demonish hue

Saving souls, your love, not mine

Lines in sands, my world refined

Again, again, offer me to you

Praying, aching, to be anew

Lord, I scream, use me please

My heart, offered from knees

Pray, to you, pray in tongue

Take my life, my love, my one

CHRISTIANITY STRIPT

Christian, a part of me

Flaws too, and misery

Don’t pretend to be all good

Struggle, to be what I should

Each day I pray, I am true

Love everyone, even you

Promises, lie in my heart

Praying to heavens, a new start

Christians ones we may be

Heavily flawed, you and me

Judge me not, I’ll judge myself

Tear apart my mental health

I pray to God, I’ll be right

Holding hope, to be my sight

Don’t hate God, because we sin

Human first, but part of him

God is love, hope and light

Birthed into his holy sight

Perish yourself not in hell

Just cuz, some “christian” fell

God wants you, sin and all

Called to heavens, not to fall